I know we have talked about this
problem before but it is so frustrating to have those terrible English speaking
days. Especially after having an amazing speaking day. I had to welcome two
applicants for a lecture job yesterday. My job was to install the laptop for their
presentation. In the meantime I had a small talk with them, about their trip,
where they came from and where they’re living. With both of them it went smoothly.
I was really proud of myself. I even told Myra this morning about my feeling.
I know it’s normal to have more or
less a fluctuation in performance, but it’s so annoying. It makes me feel
insecure because I had a very good experience and still know I cannot trust
myself. So, it still seems to be aleatory
how my performance will turn out. I really hope it will reach a level in which
I’m convinced of my ability to speakJ
*Aleatory= l looked it up, dependent on chance/van het toeval
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